The heart is craving for something that might not be there
The heart is needing for something that does not last
The heart is starving for the thing it probably will not get
The heart is liking the feeling that is not allowed
The heart is crying for it to be hers
The heart forgets who own all hearts
The heart thinks her heart can work on its own
The heart is afraid to ask its Creator what it wants.
and now it has stopped thinking on its own.
The heart wants to apologise for something it did. It really is sorry.
9 129. But if they turn away, [O Muhammad], say, “Sufficient for me is Allah; there is no deity except Him. On Him I have relied, and He is the Lord of the Great Throne.”
42: 25. And it is He who accepts repentance from his servants and pardons misdeeds, and He knows what you do.